Thursday, April 15, 2010

The Middle

I'm not a fan of the band "Jimmy Eat World," nor of their overplayed song, "The Middle." That being said, I've woken up with these lyrics stuck in my head every day this week:

"It just takes some time/Little girl, you're in the middle of the ride/Everything (everything) will be just fine, everything (everything) will be alright (alright)."

I think my subconscious is trying to tell me something.

Why do I need to be assured things will be alright? Well, my friends, I'm being laid off tomorrow. The organization I started working for 4 months ago is in a "transitional phase" of sorts, and this phase does not involve my position (or many other ones, to be fair).

There's been a lot of mixed emotions about this, from grief to optimism, from anger to relief. Today, though, it's time to stop dwelling in those feelings. I'm shaking off the haze that's engulfed me since I heard the news and sinking my teeth into the opportunities this change presents.

So, I got up with the spouse at 7:30 a.m., made some coffee, and am about to start a job hunt in earnest. Later today, I'm taking a trip to the gym (which is so very overdue).

I'm also using my newly-given free time to pursue something a little different: I've entered in the NYC Midnight 2010 Screenwriter's Challenge. I'll have eight days (April 16-24) to write a short script (15 pages or less) in an assigned genre, based off a given prompt. If I win the "heat," I'll have 24 hours to write another one (June 4-5).

I've never entered a competition like this before. I've always had excuses: I don't have the time, I don't have the experience, etc., etc. Well, now I've got nothing but time, and some real experience writing a short script that has been successfully produced. I'm out of excuses, and genuinely excited to be trying my hand at this. Even if I don't make it past the first round, at least I'll come out of this experience with another screenplay under my belt.

So, if I may ask, wish me luck as I claw my way out of this "middle" period. On to a new job, and new opportunities!

Oh, and if you know of any jobs opening up in the San Francisco Bay Area, please send 'em my way!


Allan said...

Hmmmm....... me thinks I've seen that rooftop before. Wasn't it a hockey rink for birds and other assorted mammals during the cold winter months??

I wish we were all gazing at this view in person so we could give you a great big hug; then I would lead us all in robust chorus of "BLEEP THOSE BLEEPIN' BLEEPERS! BLEEP'EM!!!!"

Your attitude is excellent, my love. Siempre adelante, nunca atras! (great saying, but I'm afraid it came from that notorius Indian killer and saint, our pal, Father Serra... but I digress >:()

The song lyrics are right on. If I may inject a bit of wisdom from some Bay Area locals:

"Truckin'--up to Buffalo,
Been thinkin'-- you've got to mellow slow,
Takes time__you pick a place to go,
And just keep truckin' on."

Chin up, my love. The best is yet to come!!!!! Or as your Mama might say: "No hay mal por bien perro que ladra no muerde de tal palo tal astilla no contaban con mi astucia!" I think that's how it goes...... Animo!!!

Damien said...

Hi Zhadi (did I spell that right?) it's Alex (Xander's room mate) Good luck with the contest!